Or is it a dream? They say life is a dream, a precious poor dream at times - but I can't stand another that won't fit. It's madness. -H.G. Wells

I’m about to cry. I’m going to remuda ranch in Arizona and since it is the best eating disorder treatment center in the states everyone is going to be severely emaciated and I’ll be the biggest one there.

“It’s a bad day.” I say for the 98295th day in a row.

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forgetting that i had to go to the doctor and be weighed, i went on a 3000 calorie binge. they’re gonna think i’m so fat. fucck.